I Lost My Control

Little things become everything
When you wouldn’t think that they would
Little things weigh so heavily
Take my energy ’til it’s gone
I wanna be alone
But love is emotions
But i wanna be alone

I’m tryna stop them
Losing my control
I prefer to go away
I could let it go easy
I’m still in my bed about it
I’m still in my head about it
I’m not usually like this

Turn this pillowcase
To the cooler side
Give me something I can’t feel
‘Cause I wanna turn a page
Wanna rearrange
Swing the doors wide open in my mind
I wanna be alone
But love is emotions
I’m tryna stop them
Losing my control
I prefer to go away
I could let it go easy

Something chemical inside me messing with my mind
And I can’t help but feel like..
I’m feeling like someone else
Something animal inside me
Trying to remind me there’s no need
To worry about it and just lose myself